This morning, I had a nervous breakdown about not moving there. I started crying, and I ate eight scoops of brownie ice cream, with a topping of salty tears. Nervous breakdowns really do wonders for a girl, because even though I have no solution yet, I feel empowered, and I feel that it will work out. Breaking down helped cleanse me some, washing away the heavy build up of denial, and stress. I feel better about this whole situation. I feel as though everything will be ok, and my dream will come true, and it will be good. So now, I am just praying and hoping for a tiny miracle. Praying that I will somehow find the money to get me there, and to make my dream come true. I have put myself through so much stress because I wanted to make my dream happen, and I cannot give up on myself, or my dream. I can't put myself through meaningless stress, the stress has to go towards something, and it will, it goes towards making my dream happen. So, if you could show your support, or tips, please do so through the comments or my e-mail.
Thank you for reading the outpour of my heart, and I'm so sorry for the chopiness of this post, I wanted to get it all out.
I hope everyone has a wonderful Friday, and continues to have a wonderful weekend! I will be working on Chemistry, Anthropology, Ceramics, going to work, and blogging. Busy weekend.