This year, I am going to be a better me. I have always been kind hearted and helpful, but I admit, I have been somewhat judemental in the past (mostly about myself), and I haven't been humble, I am always wanting something that I don't have and I have a hard time seeing the things I do have. This year, I am going to work on being more humble, I am going to keep a smile on my face even through hard times, and I am going to remember to take care of myself, example: Breathe and melt the stress. Like I said before, I need to take time for myself and just relax. This year, I will be dealing with a lot of college stuff, I will be working and I am being thrown into the professional medical world this year with clinicals. I keep reminding myself that others have survived through their senior year of CAL, and through their clinicals, and through finding their colleges and such. I have already found my college, I just have to get there.
I can do this, I have the support of my family and friends to back me up incase I fall down or need a boost. That is what helps and that is also what keeps me from running in the opposite direction... But we all know you can't run away from your problems or fears, they will chase right after you.
I am going to make this year count. High school has been sort of bla to me. Been bored with it, and ready to move on, or been so stressed out that I have panic attacks, I know I will be even more stressed out in the future when life hits me in the face sometimes. But this year, I am going to try to make it to every foot ball game, going to make it to my friend's dancing competitions, going to do lots of fun things with my family, and make memories every day.