Monday, July 22, 2013
Celebrate Everyday and Celebrate Confidence
The stress and worry that everyday life brings can make one go absolutely crazy. I have recently have started to worry about my senior year. The summer is half way over, and to be honest, I'm really not ready to begin this next year of school. I'm not ready to deal with the stress of the work, the stress of the people, the stress that the clock brings about, I'm just not ready for that. But yesterday, I began to think about something very special to me, and I wanted to celebrate it everyday. It lead to me think about school, and years to come, the stress and hardships of every day, I have decided to wipe them away. This brings me to talk about my future. I plan to celebrate every day. Make something about every day special, and lovely, like make cupcakes, or grab a coffee, savor a piece of chocolate and look forward to it all day long. This year, I need something to keep my spirits high. My junior year was rough, losing friends here and there, the hardships the teachers brought upon, and the countless nights I cried over my school work. I don't want that to happen this year. My confidence will be of help to this year as well. Last year, my confidence level was shaved away, day by day, due the poor choice of words used by my peers towards myself, and the lack of care that a few human beings can show toward a single human being. I have had enough. Since the summer began, I have been telling myself that I am beautiful, I have been hearing it from others and hearing lovely comments and compliments from others that really boosts my confidence.